Saturday, December 31, 2011


I have resolved to lose weight this year, starting the 1st of January of course. I have created this blog simply to help keep myself accountable. I hope to use this as a journal of sorts.

Today I find myself very nervous. I am not nervous about losing weight but I am very fearful of failing, giving up, or doing it wrong. My husband is completely happy with me just the way I am, however I am disgusted with my fatness. I weighed myself a few minutes ago.. and I weigh 190.6 lbs. This is the heaviest I have ever been. I have four children and never weighed this much even when I went in to give birth to them. I LOVE food! Not only do I love to eat but I love to cook. I have failed at every diet I have ever started... I hope to change this pattern.

I will be following the Dukan Diet to the best of my ability.

My height is 5'2"
Today's weight: 190.6 lbs
I wear a tight size 12


  1. I think you'll do great, Beth! And you're being a little too hard on yourself by saying bulk (although I kind of lol'ed at the title of the blog). ;-)

  2. Life is about acomplishments and failures look at your failures as tools you have learn. Remember you are beautiful and you will be able to do just this. It could be 3 steps forward and 2 steps back at least u made a positive step in the right direction...